Friday, July 9, 2010

Siesta Summer Bible Study On Ruth

What season am I in right now?
I feel like I am in my winter season of life. I am severly depressed. I feel dark and sadness all around me. I am so confused. I dont have a clear head to do anything. I am getting one disaster after another. I cant handle anymore. I keep trying to have hope but the joy from the hope is not coming. My sister had a car accident. This is serious. I dont know if she will live or not. I am getting hope from the baby steps she is making to get better. One setback will probally put me into a deeper emotional wreck. She does not deserve to be paralyzed if she lives. I am tired of pain and crying. I pray to God but I guess the healing will come with time.

What is my goal for this Bible Study?
My goal is to get out of this rut and have joy in my life again. To live threw this disaster. To learn from my losses for the last few months and be at peace within myself. To have increased faith and joy in the Lord. To love him more and see his miracle work on my sister.

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